I think I have a lot to work on especially since I have gone through PC1.  I know I need to work on my entitlement issues, listening to what other say.  I also need to take a step back some times and look at the big picture rather than the small corners of the frames.  I need to work on thinking about how my reactions will affect me in the future and how I will choose to handle them if they come up again.  There are a lot of ways to work on these things, but I just need to apply myself and do the work I need to.  That’s another thing applying myself and doing the work.  I feel like it is a waste of time, so I won’t do it.  I think sometimes making goals helps me.  So I should make more of them and more often.  I can also take things one step at a time and even use the accountability formula.  I think talking and spreading myself out to peers and staff could help me spread myself out to broader ideas and ways to do things.  As far as my reactions, I think maybe trusting myself to take in and get feed back in the moment would help me.  I know I have some a long way in only 9 months but these are main things I see come up for on a weekly basis.

I see that I still have some issues to work on with my family.  I see that sometimes I don’t tell my parents how I feel because I don’t want them to think nothing bad about me.  I see that me and my parents need to open up to each other and tell each other how we feel about each other.  I want to talk to them about how the friends that I had at home weren’t good friends for me.  My anger would bring me down and I saw that when I get mad I would avoid talking to my parents and I would go and hangout with my friends and try to forget about it but that would just make things worse.  I see that I use my anger a lot at home to cover my emotion and my feelings. This is some of the things that I need to work on with my parents.